♥ but in truth i am lost for words.

prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004 13:08

i tried to kill the pain but only brought more;

i lay dying & i am pouring crimson regret, & betrayal.

i am dying, praying, bleeding & screaming.

am i too lost to be saved?

am i too lost?