haiz... time really passes.
yesterday is a history.
today will be tomorrow's yesterday.
tomorrow???
i dont even know if i'll be breathing tomorrow.
being sixteen really taught me lots.
not trying to act sweet all the time.
or pretend to be a cold shiny plastic peeps call mean girl.
but someone who really have a handful of responsibilities.
someone who always get blamed for everything that turned out wrong.
someone who get praised for a minute but next, get criticised for a decade.
young adult.
that's what they called me.
i used to wish that i could grow up ASAP.
but now, how i wished i took things slower.
how i wished i never rushed to act mature.
how i wished i never rushed to fall in love...
(have you ever wondered why they call it FALL???)
how i wished i never rushed to seek freedom.
(cause now, it seemed as though i dont get much attention)
how i wished...
~ i may be smiling... but beneath the smile... only GOD knows what i'm feeling... ~
how i wished you were here.
with me.
even though it just mean having you as a friend.
cause being a friend is much better than being a nobody to you.
my elder sister told me once...
it's true.
but hey, like i said...
i rather be known as your friend, than be no one to you at all...
it sucks.
trust me.