to: QiFaYs
i look at you with tears in my eyes.
you'll never realise how much it hurts to see you leave.
you are the only one that i trusted but you abandoned me.
can't you see the bitterness in me?
it's hurting so much...
but i still managed to struggle a smile and i wish you all the best.
you took a sweet 3 weeks to forget me and moved on.
i took a dreadful year and 2 days to wake up...
and face the fact that i, no longer exist in your life.
now i realised, i can't love you anymore.
but neither can i hate you.
if only it wasn't about you,
i will call you to seek advice.
but shucks, that shall never happen.
never.
ever.
don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head.
i miss you.