prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Tuesday, January 25, 2005 15:18

People are definitely changing. Or is it just me being stubborn? It gets me thinking bout this. People whom i enjoyed my time with, are withdrawing away. Carried by the ever changing direction of the wind. Reasons are made up. Well, it is fine though. No one has the rights over your life, your decisions. Just had to move on. My mates are there for me.
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Why do I lie to make others happy? Is it of fear? Or is it that I want to impress the other person. Whatever the reason is, lying will only leads me to more problems. Even if the truth hurts, the listener can take it. But it won't be a smooth ride. The listener will take time to accept the truth, and gradually it will be back to normal. But the trust isn't there completely. It's up to the liar to make up for their wrongdoings, and start telling the truth. But all of us can't escape from lying, and each one of us had lied at least a 100 times. I want to make a confession. I'm a liar if I claim that I never lied. But I always try to tell the truth by my own initiative after that. But no matter what, the truth HURTS. What we don't know won't hurt us, right?
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*sigh*
SHIT happens.