prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Thursday, January 27, 2005 21:03


touched.
*sigh*
i wished we could get back to the time,
when i was me and you were you.
i dont want you to change.
but return to the person, who i thought you were.
to the person i had a crush on.
to the person i had infatuation on.
to the person i accepted to be part of my life.
not someone who ignored me just after we were officially known as a couple.
not someone who only sms-es me to say goodnights.
not someone who directly ignore my messages and leave me clueless about this relationship we are having.
it seemed to be hanging with no strings attached.
dont you think so?
confused?
me too.
if you really like me in the first place,
you will help me salvage this relationship.
but by the looks of it now...
just want to tell you,
if you want to end it,
tell me.
dont give me the silent treatment.
that's cruel,
and also an act of cowardice.
that is definitely not you.
*sheesh*
and me?
heck about me.
cause i myself dont seem to understand myself.
so, i leave it to you.
.::.
(FYI: the gift was meant to be something for you to write your problems and sorrows in. and i thought, each time we meet, you'll want to 'lend' me the book for me to read, since it seemed hard for you to tell me directly. cause you hardly tell me anything.)