Trust
"A firm belief that a person or thing may be relied upon."
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okay, i have absolutely no idea what overcame me to blog about trust. alright, maybe i do, but i just dont want to say what. TRUST, a five-letter short word. simple, but yet it means a lot. trust, is a powerful and frequently used word, but just how many know the actual meaning of it? everything depends on trust. i mean, if you urgently need a toilet but the toilet door got some cranky problem which needs a person to hold on to the door, who will you ask? will you ask a stranger or a friend? okay, duh. a friend you can trust. if you get your enemy, they'll probably like open the door and go, "Whee! Ain's wearing red undies." yadda-yadda.
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simply put, the word "trust" is often wrongly used. many will go. "she's my friend, of course i trust her!" well, the major problem would be, being your friend doesnt not always mean she's trustworthy. appearances can be ambiguous. what makes you so sure your friend would not betray you? what makes you think that your friend is really trustworthy? what makes you think that because you know her a long time, she would not be so mean to you? what makes you think that if you trust that person, that person will trust you? what an ironic world we live in.
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trust, i've been betrayed innumerable of times, been stabbed in the back lots of time. they hurt. they hurt many many plenty plenty. im so sick of this kinda shit. therefore, i DO NOT trust anyone whole heartedly. no one, but myself. i believe all human beings are selfish, if given a choice as to die or see your friend die, you'll choose your friend to die. i dont know what i'll do under such circumstances but i would rather both of us to die. at least, i didnt betray my friend. although i didnt save her, my death is a payment right?! hahaha. my friend, got cheated out of thousands bucks by her beloved current steady boyfriend. she knew it all along that he absolutely cant afford to return all those cash, but duh... love is indeed blind. she's definitely naive but i guess she's changing. hopefully for the better. she seemed depressed now and then. i sympathize her definitely, because i could commiserate with her simply because i went through this kinda crap (definitely not with any of my male friends. nothing concerning money but more about trusting) but aint it too late to regret anything? she told me she'll never trust anyone again. but issit that simple? *shrugs* i got no idea man. humans are scary. sometimes dogs are even better than humans. at least they're loyal. you know you can trust them, you know they'll sacrifice their lives to save you, you know that because they're not humans! humans are selfish. each for their own. we dont owe each other anything. been a long entry eh? hah, but im not against people who trust their friends with their money, life and all. i dont trust people much now, really i dont. i guess i only got a couple of great, fantabulous, stick-with-me-through-thick-and-thin friends, you know who you are *lovelove, brez fren* so well people, you can trust your friends lah, maybe your friends are really those that would sacrifice their lives for you (i still doubt so) *shrugs* im just telling ya my experiences! hahaha. dont wanna listen then get your purdy arse off my *bleeding* blog. *duh*