prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Wednesday, February 16, 2005 15:21


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EHERM...
ATTENTION PUH-LEEz...
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*yadda-yadda*
*blah-blah-blah*
*chitty-chatta-chitty-chatta*
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WHAT?
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RESULTS WILL BE OUT NEXT FRIDAY???
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that was my ultimate reaction when my mother told me that PROBABLY the results will be out next week.
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fear.
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got me feelin strange...
paranoia took over me.
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*phew...*
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all the "WHAT IF-s?" suddenly appear in my mind.
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my train of thoughts suddenly act like a runaway train.
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*ouchie*
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my emotions were locked for a moment.
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tryin to get grip of my sanity.
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what if?
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NITEC?
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what if??
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RETAIN?
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what if???
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ARGH!!!
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PLEASE TAKE AWAY MY ANXIETY!