i was givin it some thought...
.::.
there are only four possible reasons why you are readin my blog:
.::.
1) you noe who i am, but since that only applies to my buddies, that rules you out.
2) you're a perv surfin the Net who thinks that ayieenz is some sort of name from an X-rated webbie. wipe off the drool, get a life and surf on.
3) you're actually interested in the life of a sixteen-year-old who is none of the following:
a. smartest
b. dumbest
c. prettiest
d. ugliest
e. hippest
f. geekiest
.::.
the only thing remotely interestin about me is that i can scream-like-one-of-a-hell. other than than, most of the time, i'm just there. sometime back, at my graduation night, with oscars-wannabe-divas and a low-rent deejay playin songs which peeps rate "the best songs from my time", i'm one of those peeps you hardly notice. a wallpaper to be exact.
.::.
.::.
some people: seem to be born knowin exactly who they are and where they're going; with a highlighted road map of life.
.::.
other people: are under construction, detours ahead, mapless, figuring it out as they go.
.::.
i am one of the 'other people'. and the only reason i can think why you might still be reading this is:
.::.
4) you're just like me.