prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Thursday, February 03, 2005 20:01

once again i have summoned the courage to blog. allow my mind to think, and my fingers type. (is not always a good think, for sometimes, my mind does not think but my fingers do type) but well. i might be going to SP tomorrow and so i guess there is after all something to look forward to. crazy lil thing called paranoid, shakes all around like a jellyfish. as you can probably tell i'm trying my hardest to be the lighthearted, happy person that people often make me out to be. unfortunately it's hard living up to. not when your world is falling apart in front of your very eyes. people changing, stress building. it's just too intense thats all. cant rise up. thats the only problem. yupz. so thats a blog entry. shadow... thanks for keeping me sane. i dont want to have no one to squeeze me, they might take away my life.