girl over the top: sometimes i am numb. nothing matters. other times, when i let myself feel, i feel too much. bleed for evrythin.
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they say to me: you will 'outgrow' this and 'grow up'.
i say to them: what does that mean? to stop caring?
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the truth hurts, so?
there are some people meant for greatness. then there are the rest of us. i'm not the stars or the sun - i dont radiate heat. or the moon - i dont shine like a beacon to light the way. i am definitely not a celestial body. i'm an earthbound girl destined to revolve around someone else. and i would gladly revolve around someone, who is the sun, the moon, and the stars put together. loving that someone is a sickness. a fever.
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frightenin thought du juor:
a) i am obsessed.
b) i hate that i'm feelin this way.
c) i have such disdain for girls like me.