prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Friday, March 11, 2005 20:37


darn...
again and again...
year by year...
i always heard bout gigs and stuff, but hardly land myself there.
no one invited me.
and even if someone did, i doubt my parents will allow me to go unless it's my cuzzies or my siblings.
or maybe, Abg Id.
other than that, nah.
nothing that'll benefit me, i supposed.
*shucks*
just love the ambience of just being there.
remembered last year, when Whitley held a Rock Fest at the Auditorium, in other word, SCHOOL HALL.
i was the first to buy the ticket.
talking bout 'GHAIRAH'.
*heehee*
funny thing, when i asked for the tickets from Mr Chris, he said it was not even printed yet, plus they havent even announce bout the concert, so HOW THE HELL DID I KNOW BOUT IT?
*oopsy*
thanks a lot Ridz, for makin me paiseh there and then, but on the contrary, it's worth it.
back to the concert...
well, it's crrrrazy.
eu should see me, that's totally not me.
*haha*
maybe next year...
*haha*
maybe...
well, what's the big fuss.
it's not the end of the world.
i still have something to look forward on Sunday!
*YeAy*
(",)
should start being more appreciative.
not many people get to go on family trips like i do.
not many people have parents that care.
not many people get to even enjoy life.
i do.
so, AIN stop complaining.
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hate what happened yesterday...
(here i go again)
someone made my mother cry.
she even hurt my mother by saying stuff like my mother not having sons because it's karma, retribution i mean.
she added that my mother's daughters, that's me and my sisters, will leave my mother one day and stuff like that.
what bullshit.
ustazah said that having a daughter, eu'll have 72 rahmat, now take your calculator and multiply that by 3.
tell eu what missy, eu should thank god that eu are my auntie...
if eu arent, i'll be screaming at the phone at eu and slam it before eu do.
it's hurting to know that ur own family shoot daggers behind your back.
well, imagine that eu are my mother, how will that feel missy.
do eu know why she's tryin to avoid eu peeps, to prevent from accusations.
but i guess she made the wrong move since eu peeps accused her even more.
i'm not tryin to make things worse.
but please stop hurting my mother...
it's hurting me too.
the way eu said everything yesterday, can break my family apart, okay?
ALHAMDULLILAH, ayah still love my mother loads, and appreciates her, unlike eu.
i only want one thing from eu.
stop hurting her.
the way eu did it is abusing, terrifying and so fanatic.
she's your sister, for goodness sake.
*ouch*