prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Tuesday, March 08, 2005 18:54

...
i have never heard a more eloquent silence.
it's funny... the feeling inside.
...
Are you aware of what you make me feel?
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real...
I was left to cry there.
Waiting outside there.
Grinning with a lost stare.
That's when I decided
...
Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there.
When I was scared.
I was so alone...
You need to listen,
I'm starting to trip.
I'm losing my grip...
And I'm in this thing alone.
...
Why should I care?
If you don't care then I don't care...
We're not going anywhere.