NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans
i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.
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Friday, March 25, 2005
16:49
i was freaking pissed off just now. my spine straightens and hardens as anger rises from deep inside. i clamp my teeth down over my climbing fury, imagining myself getting real heavy, folding over onto myself, getting thick so HER words cant reach the spot deep inside that hasnt turned hard yet. and i'm trying harder than i've ever tried before as my mother kept going on and on and on and on and on. till, i stiffened myself to sleep. when i woke up, she looks away. inside me i felt as though i wanted to walk across the miles and miles that stretch between us and hug her anyway. i'm sorry.
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