prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Wednesday, April 13, 2005 11:17


...
eu peeps might be wondering where the hell did ainn disappear to...
(like anyone bother to care?)
well... been sort-of MIA...
... cause i've been doing lots of thinking for my future.
where i'm heading to.
what i want to do.
whether i'm happy with my decisions.
whether my parents think i'm making the right choices.
problems at home.
jehan (my elder sister) vs my father.
me and my problems causing my parents to get involved.
my mother the peacemaker.
her and her problems too.
jehan vs her 6230. *muahaha*
very chaotic for now.
but so-called on a ceasefire.
(except for the 6230... still creating trouble)
...
well-hecked-that-for-the-moment.
...
my eyes are giving me problems too.
my right eye get pretty itchy often.
sometimes it gets too dry.
sometimes... it's watery.
(till adian thought i was crying or something)
fiz even said i looked sickly.
*sheesh*
it's all because of 'THE EYE'.
another thingy is... my right eye cant stand light.
it'll be painful and all.
that's why i have early nights these days.
(if eu peeps call 11 pm early.. heehee)
... and when it's watery... the tears will be kind of sticky.
so i have to wipe my eyes with clean water causing it to be more watery.
(if eu ever get what i mean)
well... that is so shitty.
my vision are sometimes blurr too.
Bloodshot
thinkk...
i need to go visit the doctor.
maybee.
that's all for now.
get back later.