...this is my blog.
i cant rave, rant or do whatever...
and no one can stop me.
not eu.
wait-a-min.
especially eu.
...
phunk itt.
...
eu can call me hopeless, selfish or whatever.
i'm tired right now.
i know i shouldnt be complaining...
... but i'm truly tired.
right now, i dont care if it's eu or whoever...
i just wish i could have a shoulder to lean on...
i'm truly tired.
almost breaking down.
tired mentally.
emotionally.
just frustrated with me.
i'm trying my best to not show it.
... but trust me...
sooner or later, i'll burst.
... but eu'll be the last person to get the hell one-of-a-kind cuss from me.
cause eu were never there.
wait-a-min...
who are eu in the first place.
i'm too tired that i kept imagining there's someone.
someone i can keep ranting at.
cuss my loads.
tolerate me.
just understand me.
... and on top of it all, lend me his shoulder to lean on.
maybe to cry on.
i cant stand myself.
i'm very tired.
*urgh*
...
reality calls.
...
i have work tomorrow at 7am till 9am.
that sucks.
i have to sacrifice my weekly exercise thingy just for a two hour work?
*urgh*
even have a meeting at Eunos at 1pm.
this sucks too.
have to spend one and a half hour (average) in a train just to get there.
spend about two hours or so there...
... and spend another one and a half and hour to get back home.
probably be meeting my beloved family which i've been so-called ignoring, (except for Kak Yan, since we went home together often) at Causeway Point.
Ayah's getting himself a new phone.
*urgh*
me? just buy myself a new cover lerr, till Kak Yan buy herself a new phone and i'll get her castoffs... i dont mind since it's 6230 i'm talking about here.
*actually i'm not that in lurp with the phone, but gee... there's video-recorder*
...
*urgh*
very tired.
wanna watch the tee-bee and sleep early.
gotta wake up early since work starts at 7am instead of my usual 11am.
good nyte.
...
*muacks.licks.slurps*
...
PS: i'm madly in ANGER with eu.