prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Friday, July 08, 2005 08:11



i'm totally pissed.

having her in the same house right now only makes it worse.

*sheesh*

pin-pointing to me each time she was demanded to do a task.

*gee*

slacker!

...

i dont think about people much because i'm invisible.

well, not exactly invisible.

i wear attractive clothes.

doll myself up.

with thick eyeliners.

and at times i wear heels, pumps and even boots.

not at the same time that is.

quite visible, actually, come to think of it.

but i dont wear signs saying that i am.

it's not like i can make my own decisions, after all.

...

*sheeshies*

...

will be going out later with that lady that i mentioned way above.

yeah, the freaking irritating one.

dominates the house as though she owns it.

rebels as if she's so huge.

HUGE! i love that word to be associated with her.

*heehee*

in another way, durr.

gotta go and get ready.

and will blast the radio so i wont get to hear her at all.

thank ALLAH, for creating music.

how much i appreciate it's existence now.

eu get what i mean... *winks*