prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Saturday, August 27, 2005 15:23


defeated.

leave me alone.
i just want to shut my eyes.
spread my arms.
and feel...
listen...
just surrender...
give up.
leave myself... defeated.
stagnant.
hanging.
unattached.
floating.
just there...
can you hear it?
the presence.
the call.
the pull.
the energy.
can you sense it?
it's there...
just there...
almost here.
i'm breathless.
too many issues in my mind.