prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Tuesday, August 09, 2005 17:39


if eu're afraid to love a person because of friendship,
eu have two choices:
either tell what eu feel and let the love take place
or hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretend.
...
me? i'll choose pretend. unless it's mutual, and he made his feelings known first.
romance is never dead? i wish.
"life is full of pretence, thus making me feel isolated from the world, feeling rather inferior; out of place. what i am feeling or what i want would not be realized unless i reveal them myself. In excess, in extreme, the images of lives, the thousand voices thrown at me, have become a meaningful mess."
i'm left... feeling numbed.
...
[i saw him before. somewhere.
sometime ago. gee. it's eu...]