prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Sunday, August 28, 2005 14:59



i'm trying to leave it all behind.

no stress.

no fights.

no tears.

no time to cry.

i want to make the most of life.

please fill me up with hopes.

i'm clueless.

no view of how my path will be.

nothing.

i cant seem to let it go.

it's hard.

dont... leave me alone.

let's just play pretend then.

"do i know you?"

never works with me.

it only gives me the shivers.

i dont care who i am.

do i?

please stop telling me all those stupid things.

fool me once, your mistake.

twice, shy.

let's change the rules.

why cant i play the finger pointer?

nah.

never works for me.

i need you.

really.

do i?

which is harder?

to love someone who loves me... or to make someone i love, love me in return.