NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans
i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.
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Sunday, September 25, 2005
18:59
my face was burning and i wasnt sure if it was from the sun or the force of that memory.::life was certainly taking on some strange twists and turns.::if only my life could go back to some kind of normality.::everything and anything can drive me nuts!from the way my hair sticks out in the morning to the way we're treating the planet. worst of all, i hate the fact that if i have two choices, i always end up making the wrong one.::i slapped my head.one thing was certain.i would have to get him out of my mind, because i, Nurul Ain, had an amazing ability to make the wrong choice.::how the hell did i wind up like this?::'someday somehow i'm gonna make it alright'::i guess i should have listen when you said you had enough.a lil trick i picked up...in one ear, out the other.why love have to be so tough?::i thought i understood how people fit together.i had a perspective nobody else had.totally without realizing it, i made me see how much of my life was the same old, same old.then i realized, i made a mistake.a sudden sharp emotion shoot through my chest.relief?disappointment?what i was doing really wasnt fair.::i cant take it anymore. :: nothing i do will make a difference anyhow. this is a phenomenon known to the ancients as irony. perhaps, you may be more familiar with the contemporary expression of this concept: LIFE SUCKS. ::
*rolls.eyes*
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