i dont make resolutions.
just petty i wants.
#1. i want to lose five kilos.
and the next thing i know, i might gain two instead.
*hakz*
...but this year might be different.
i started off early, and already QUITE leading a much healthier lifestyle.
(that is if i eliminate the hours i spent sitting in front of my big screen teebee watching movies, and controlling the xbox. plus the hours i spent with the computer... i'm almost myopic. *gee*)
well, i go swimming once fortnightly.
jogging cum walking *ten rounds* every saturday.
cycled to work for the past six months.
(now that i'm not working, *boohoo* i'm ruining the shape of my thighs and calves again.)
no more suppers...
no more dinners.
i hardly ate crackers and potato chips nowadays.
sometimes just one proper meal can last me for a day.
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okay. that aside.
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my #2 this year, i want to stop my shopping fetish thingy.
i should shop in moderation.
i kept buying shoes.
more shoes...
and more shoes.
they could probably last me my entire poly life.
(that is if i get in next year, insyaallah.)
i'm crazy with stilettos, pumps.
i'm just a shoe-freak right now.
that hasnt include my collection of bracelets.
i feel naked without them.
*heehee*
so, this year, i shall end this shoe fetish thingy and change it to something cheaper and smaller..? like... hair band fetish maybe? eww... that's weird. totally.
maybe i'll make it simpler for me, i resolute to let others do the paying for me...!!!
*haha*
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#3...?
i want to be an optimist.
since i keep having the 'what-ifs' disease...
i should be more confident and stay positive.
... but what if that backfire?
what if i cant do it?
what if i get insane by acting everything's okay even when i keep having what-ifs?
okay, that's not gonna work.
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ARGH...!!!
i'm done.
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shall make it simpler.
#1 - lose weight. *lose those cheeks too...?*
#2 - enter polytechnic. *get into nursing...!!!*
#3 - return to the missy smiley me again. *well, i'm there... should just try to eliminate those fake smiles.*
#4 - lessen my bills. *use my free sms-es wisely*
#5 - spend my money wisely too. *winkx*
#6 - spend more time devoting to HIM, ALLAH SWT. *insyaallah*
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happy new year.
*kinda late to wish that huh...?*
and selamat menyambut bulan zulhijjah.
"bulan haji telah tiba lagi.
menunaikan ibadah...
panggilan Baitullah.
tanah suci Makkah...
Ya Makkatul Mukarramah..."