prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Saturday, January 21, 2006 17:24

had a major flu.
such a tormenting ordeal.
with broken pipe and everything.
was ditched yesterday.
was ditched again today.
and someone out there, must be darn pissed, thinking that i ditched him.
i'm sorry.
i was really not feeling well.
i know it sounded like a perfect EXCUSE.
... only HE knows how guilty i'm feeling for 'ditching' you.
::
finally, i did get to check out the NYP health sciences dept.
really sweet.
i really wanna be there.
my ultimate wish.
not only be there, part of there.
take my nursing (insyaallah) and proceed to occupational therapy (insyaallah).
i really really want it to happen.
*please... pretty please. with cherries, strawberries dipped in hot chocolate.*
::
my next checkpoint, NP health sciences dept.
anyone wanna go check it out with me?
*lashes - flutter.flutter*
or else, i have to hire a tour guide, oh-you-know-who-you-are.
::
i dont want to be disappointed again.
i dont want to be someone disappointing.
hurt them once.
no more.
please, make it happen.
please...
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i hate everything about eu.
why do i love eu?