i am one person who cant make a decision without worrying over a million things. i really should stop tossing the coin. instead of worrying it off, i should write down the pros and cons.
that will make me realize how ridiculous my worries are. *darn huh* ... but gee, at times, i dont trust the worrywart me. maybe a friend might help...? ... BUT i must promise that i'll accept his or her advice and not further complicate matters by asking "what if?" millions of things go wrong every day - learning to learn with mistakes is just part of life.
i know it would be tough and i know there would be disbelievers.
... but i know i have to keep going - even when it didnt feel good.
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a lil self-thinking i did. *hmph*
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i've been spending my past few days in front of a computer, having two phones by my side, and files to attend.
not to forget, parents who kept knocking at my window ambushing me with questions and a teacher who kept asking me to do her printing and photocopying for her.
gee, i'm an admin staff, not your slave.
even had the cheek to complain that the colour aint bright enough.
*urgh*
i salute the rest of the teachers who did their stuff and even volunteered to help me with mine.
(hint-hint... azlina.)
... seriously, i kinda like the job.
it helps get my mind of loads of things.
...and i really mean loads of things.
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