last year, i went all the way telling my dreams, my wishes, my hopes...
getting into polytechnic, getting a fresh start, getting to know new peeps...
well it didnt turn out that way.
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this year, the enthu-feeling of it all, is better shared with my close ones.
my family, my sequinny-dearie, my "sean-paul" lookalike crush, my lil secret doc problemo... and it seemed warmer this way.
positively confident on the other hand.
them being there for me, encouraging me.. giving me the support and all..
made me realise my true friends.
eventhough it's just words, it's the iniative that counts.
calling me, sms-ing me, nudging me in msn...
trust me, it counts.
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i learn from experience.
having a bestfriend so closely for four whole years...
doesnt determine that she's gonna be there for me all the way.
well, it was even proven to the point that i doubt i exists to her anymore.
bestfriends forever are just plain childish thingy.
on the contrary, having close friends cum confidantes is a whole different thing altogether.
we can be sworn enemies in our secondary school life, shooting darts and all, but gee... who would have known that we can even giggle over lil things together.
well that's my sequinny dearie for you huh.
not having to know those lil secrets is not a big thing.
the arguments, sarcasm and a lil feminist points of views are what bond us together.
i thank you for being there for me most of the times.
so, GEE... when are we going shopping?
... AND to my sean-paul lookalike crush CUM *insyaallah* my future poly-mate, i know i know... the same ol question, WHEN ARE WE HAVING A REUNION WITH THE WHOLE OL' GANG?
maybe... just maybee... *still thinking...*
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