my comp's having the fever again, plus migraine too.
so indecisive...
*urgh*
a minute it's connected to the net, the next it's *ta-dah*... totally sick, i tell you.
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gee... staying at home today is quite tiring.
i gave my room a makeover after buying some stuff at IKEA yesterday.
now, it totally looks like a room belonging to a four year old.
totally pre-school.
with the 'disney baby-princesses' jigsaw puzzle framed on the wall.
and soon to be 'disney pooh' jigsaw puzzle-S yet to be framed.
bright coloured seats and table high enough for a toddler.
plus flowers and suns painted on the wall.
totally montessori.
trust me, not only you are questioning my age.
i am too.
i cant believe i'm turning eighteen in like eight months time.
gee...!
and my room mate is thirteen okies.
i shall take some pics of my room after i'm totally done with the decor.
and buy myself new bedspreads.
maybe hot pink?
or lime green?
still considering...
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i still remember how i used to go swimming fortnightly, and i really enjoy it.
that great pure rush of water as you dive in, washing all the clatter of the day away.
the silence under water.
that feeling of power as you move forward, faster and faster.
now, i enjoy the track instead.
eventhough it hardly change my figure though.
and the weight that goes like a see-saw, up and down - up and down.
who cares.
i know my ibu does.
well that's besides the point.
the damp track, having those friction against my shoes.
the constant tempo that coincides with the songs banging on my ears.
the challenge having to see those pak-ciks or atuks overtaking me.
on the contrary, i usually gave them the 'whatevs' look and eventually caught up with them only to start walking again after they seemed to be quite way behind.
… but gee... i was wondering what type of viagra or tongkat ali did they consume that somehow made them whoosh ahead of me AGAIN.
endure ain... endure.
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signing off to watch desperate housewives.
*eleven more days*
listen to my lil prayer, will ya?