everytime i passed by yio chu kang mrt, i'll take a huge deep breath and look out of the window...
... yeah, there goes my dream.
it'll remain a dream.
from my secondary school days i've been praying and praying to be there.
and now the opportunity is there yet hardly mine.
it's hard breathing now.
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yesterday's medical check-up was not as scary as i thought.
me going for a diet before the check-up was maybe a lil too much.
no cold drinks.
no oily stuff.
no fatty stuff.
no instant noodles.
no sweet drinks.
no gassy drinks.
and definitely strict warm plain water.
just as i got back from the check-up, i received ben&jerry's chunky monkey from my eld sis.
(she knows i've been craving for it for so long)
and after the BBQ, me and whole family headed to adam road for supper, and i ate the BRAIN (definitely not healthy) and also the famous SUP TULANG (that's DEFINITELY aint healthy either) and i drank icy cold fresh mango juice.
how's that to celebrate my post-medical check up.
*hehs*
you peeps might be wondering, what's with ain and the medical check up.
tell you what, this aint just any medical check up.
it'll determine my future all the way to NINE WHOLE YEARS.
my career, my finance, my studies and me.
so, yeah.
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lighten up.
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i want to blab about the BBQ.
the funkier, livelier(sp?), much-nicer-food-this-year BBQ.
plus, *yeah* the eye-feasting.
actually not much to feast on since i know almost all the guys there (by face that is) and some by names.
and they definitely recognize me as their SIR's daughter.
so, yeah... but one really caught my attention.
the fauzie laily-lookalike, but the uglier-yet-cuter version that is.
he was smiling cheekily, giving me that look and at the end of the event, he went up to me...
... close-up, upright, smiling... and smiling...
and he said, "... jacket," and he grabbed his jacket that was on the chair beside me.
i went *roll-eyes*
okay, he fooled me huh.
my turn.
so as i was walking towards him...
walking... and walking and walking...
giving him the, "oh! hi there" smile.
he was so darn confident that i'm approaching him, not!
*hahaks*
i went in the room just right beside where he was standing and *heehee*...
who's fooled now, dearie?
so yeah... we ended up laughing at each other.
crazy night yeah.
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till... today that is.
reality strikes back.