prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Tuesday, April 04, 2006 10:28

i had just finished watching SHOPGIRL main acted by steve martin, claire danes and jason schwartzman.
that schwartzman thingy rang some kind of a bell.
then i went online and check it out if my instincts were true.
yeah, jason schwartzman is the elder brother of cutie hunky guy who acted in the first princess diaries, robert schwartzman who has a band called rooney.
not only that... jason used to be in phantom planet.
i'm bored.
plus it just seemed interesting for me, and maybe for FAR as she also went ga-ga for robert schwartzman before, right?
*heehee*
i still think robert is cuter.
*boo*
::
yesterday i relief-ed a K1 class, kinda miss the kindergarten environment.
i kinda slacked at home, so i seemed a lil uptight yesterday.
funny thing is, these days i've been receiving calls from peeps who hasnt been calling me for ages.
and the worst part is, they call when i'm asleep.
*gee*
and yeah, i did a lil prayer in yesterday's blog right, hoping i could catch desperate housewives and grey's anatomy.
*urgh*
funny thing is, i really stayed awake, till i caught shrubs and worse, i even watched frasier.
i just couldnt close my eyes.
till halfway through frasier that i gave up and just shut it.
i didnt realize when i actually start buzzing.
i cried watching yesterday's episode of grey's anatomy.
the part that christina yang just break down, and most of all is the part that miranda bailey have to call it, to time the patient's death and when she have to inform his family.
never had miranda been emotionally involved with a patient, to feel for him and really try to save him.
*sigh*
i'm done.
i'm supposed to start doing some work around this house.
... and look at the sun, nice weather to hang my laundry.
*roll.eyes*
::
i dont know why we put things off.
but if i had to guess, i'd say it has a lot to do with fear.
fear of failure, fear of pain, fear of rejection...
sometimes the fear is just of making a decision,
any decision, because what if you're wrong?