long days these days...
i just wished that i could start dreaming.
everytime i stop to take a breath, i realize how isolated i've let myself become.
believe me, i get a little desperate.
sometimes i'm a complaining a little bit about my life...
about how i'm missing my past.
funny how i allowed myself get slaved by believing too much in my dreams.
funny how i even think that there might be someone out there who believe in my dreams too.
funny how i just claimed stuff which aint actually funny, but to just try to forget it and laugh it off.
funny.