i seek pleasure in doing things that are simply random. the forbidden fruit is always the sweetest. i would like to walk around naked around my house one day, and not care a hoot about others viewing me through the window. on the contrary, that is pure sheer craziness. "you can be charged," as claimed by my law enforcer sister. *giggles.with.glee* yet, i like to fall at random or humiliate myself just to see some smiles on other people's faces. why the hell am i telling the whole World Wide Web this? it is a source of escapism. a source to vent my anger, joy and sadness all at one go. my life is an open book and i am completely comfortable with that. whatever i write, is whatever i lived. i like it that way. secrecy only leads to suspicion and further leads to... lala-land.

what's portrayed is not always what's felt.