prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Wednesday, February 28, 2007 15:20

if exams were rock concerts,
i would have almost completed a world tour watching dashboard confessional, evaline, coldplay, switchfoot, nickelback, 30 seconds to mars, flyleaf, saosin, lifehouse, hoobastank & [you-name-it].
three down,
two more to go.
i broke down yesterday... trying to absorb 10 topics of Basic Food & Nutrition. (which dont seem so basic at all) *urgh!* however, the paper wasnt really a killer after all. and DANG! i was expecting questions bout GM-food to come out and calculating BMR or something, then the paper will be extra cheesy and a breeze. aint smiling yet for i have a great feeling that my CA will be pulling me down. *hmmph*

ain, it is time for you to grow up and think maturely. to start standing on your own two feet and believe in yourself. stop being the world's greatest pessimist and a gutless wonder. refrain from being too pathetic and helpless, and bar yourself from worrying over the slightest things.

in short, imustlearntobelesschildishanddependent.
i want to turn back time. return to the days when it was all sunshine and tulips, and all of us ran free. playing catch with the butterflies and feeling the wind against our skin.
and all was free, without worry or care.
dear, i miss you.