i am just like that. all has ability to alter faster than it would take me to prevent the present from going to pieces before the first sunset. i am constantly changing, & oddly enough, i am out to win. always to triumph. to triumph is to never lose sight of oneself, & to never be at pivot with the weight of one self’s entire world. hey, i am just like that, & one day, when i am less prone at being misunderstood, i shall try & explain to you everything & anything, dear; but for now, each is a pawn in my to do or die game of hearts.

& i feel wonderfully alive in this instance. the sheer shock of existing that sweeps through your entire being, like touching a steel fork whisked just seconds ago from the heart of a flame.

i am a girl who throws herself into each moment - understand this & you shall understand me.