blogging makes me feel like home. it gives me this warm, fuzzy feeling inside. i feel like i havent been online for a long time (key word: i feel...) - but, time is such a pain. there are days when it whizzes past you & you feel like you are on a never-ending sprint, dying to catch up & at other times, you feel like you can evade him altogether & live in another dimension whereby you can count the milliseconds on your analogue clock.
financial problems are another pain.
enlightenment is not that evasive. i am on my way there. some things made me realise that impossible is nothing and that all you need is effort and dedication. that is the problem. i dont know why i am writing like this now - the ouh-so philosophical. i am one who does not beat about the bush, but the words that are escaping from me right now - i feel as if someone else has taken control over me & wants me to speak on their behalf. let their beliefs be known. hey, i shouldnt be complaining. there is nothing to be unhappy about.
i am wearing clean underwear, my hair is sexy-curly & i have an awesome boyfriend. :)