i know - i am so indenial. i wanted to be a full-time eljay-er, but yeah... always end up crawling to my all-time blogspot. so yeah, why not have the best of both worlds, thus the new skin. :)

i sleep more & more these days, screaming my head off when the alarm goes off. hitting almost noon on most days, after crashing at about 6, after sahur & subuh - the rising before dawn, & having to eat a lil before fasting, & the pre-dawn prayer. the holidays are leaving me feeling shifty & restless, & constantly tired. i havent much to fret for, thus all the more that i am constantly feeling lethargic. half the time i spent sleeping, i am left feeling dissatisfied with every inch of this present vision, risen feeling like a mad child at the world.

& why cant i get through to dear? his handphone is switched off. either his mobile was in low batt, or it was in low batt - cause i cant recall of any war yesternight, & this morning. :(