my eyes have been giving me major problems at night, & i have been feeling a tit unwell for the past few days - the sore-throat, & the rocker voice (noted by the driving instructor yesterday :P).

inclusive of tonight, it will be the last 10 days of terawih. it is pretty sad to leave ramadhan, & to celebrate syawal without my late granny this year, cause it will never be the same. i still recall the last raya we spent at late granny's place @ toa payoh, i went to the kitchen searching for my late first aunt, cause that's where she'll usually be - busy with the rendang & what-nots, only to be reminded that she's there no more.

preparations for raya, isnt that much of a hoo-ha for my family. yes, we do still make kuihs, but not much preps for the rest. for myself, i got myself only 1 custom-made baju kurung & that is it. i guess, the excitement isnt that tremendous, as it was, when i was younger. :P howev, i do look forward to meeting my old mates, & picking up the pieces where we left them. :)

honestly, i am looking forward more to the wedding galore that awaits me near the end of the year. kak faj's - with a month & 5 days more to go; abg fir's - on 2nd dec; & fattasha's sis's - somewhere in dec also right? :P