NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans
i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.
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Sunday, October 28, 2007
18:12
went to cikgu's place with ami, & yeah, a lil reminiscing here & there. i miss whitley. i really do, & i miss faraheen now. :( it is hard to get some stuff out of my system. :P ouh well, this week, had been pretty interesting. monday was jalan-jalan with some of the coursemates, & yeah, the surprise birthday thingy at home from them. :P tuesday was my nineteenth. :P & a special day spent with the boyf. :) wednesday was the SIP briefing thingy, & yeah, finally met wani! :P thursday, my parents twenty-sixth. :) friday, went to the library with ami, & bumped with the boyf. hey, this one was accidental kies! :P saturday, went to HTA for the raya gathering, with the family & the boyf & the future bro. :P & today, watched Balls of Fury with ami & sat at a couple seat. :P (& we were acting so lesby in love :P) & TODAY, i met cikgu, after SO SO SO SO SO long!
& after all those talk with cikgu, I FEEL OLD. & quoted by her, 'next year, you will be two decades old.' :P talk about rubbing salt to my wound. haha! :P but ouh well. :P now am looking forward to that someone turning two decades old. :P while i was doing nothing in particular at one of time during the day just now, a memory suddenly appeared in my mind. the memory is pretty old & it is one that i havent really thought of lately, or at least i have been pushing it aside without myself realising. i dont know what feeling it was, but immediately i felt funny. like, you know, like it or not? dont know, but never mind, it probably just means it is about time i stop avoiding & take out some old treasures to have a good look at again, after so long, & also to know what to do next.
it comes back easily. now it is time to be grey, & feel like grey.
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