prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Thursday, May 01, 2008 09:28

that was when i got up & walked out. i just walked out. i didnt stop outside the lecture theatre either. i didnt stop at the carpark. i didnt stop at the bus stop. i didnt even stop for the bus. i just kept going; but soon, i was running. i sort of ran for nothing.

i didnt know where i was exactly except that i was from school, but it didnt matter. i ran out & there were people, so many of them.

i ran past them. i felt stupid for all of them to see me running, but i didnt stop. i kept running & panting & almost dying, until i passed them, & suddenly i stopped. i cant really describe where i was & what it was like because i didnt know, & i was about to pass out.

all i know was that all of a sudden, i was just nowhere.

i sat down & then i cried.