i was a little puzzled with the knowing looks everyone was giving me today. strangely, everyone was speaking to me with cheeky smiles on their faces.

i could see her clearly. she was waiting for me to look at her. i saw her staring at me, & then i became agitated. i just walked off. i fumed with anger & frustration.

i bolted to LT5, & listened to ms lim; tried to calm myself down. i decided to just shun her the whole day. i thought it would be a great pleasure doing so.

FPQA ended early, & so i waited for fattasha to go for FI together. i did not see fattasha though, but i saw shuryani. i walked over to her, & sat beside her.

ALLAH hates HIS people to stay angry. forgive & forget, & insyaALLAH, things will be much better. HE kept bumping me to her, & it was hard, i should say, but i was miffed.

the scenario just kept playing in my mind, & each time i reflected on it, her words just seemed to cut me like a sword. i could not resist the tears that started to form in my eyes.

then, i saw her again. she looked gaunt, like a person who had not slept the whole night. i felt really sorry for what i had done.

i dont want to talk about what happened though. sweeping it under the carpet is out of the question, but it might be the best thing to do now.