prologue

NURUL AIN
j'ai vingth et un ans

i want to travel around the world, with bottles of mango milk tea in my esprit totebag.





Wednesday, September 24, 2008 22:21

funny how a fifteen year old can teach you wonders.

between the lines of fear & blame, i began to wonder; because your presence even with silence would mean the whole world to someone, who needs you there - a warm hug, a touch on the hands & tell them that it is okay to cry; so dont ever turn your back on me, dear.

i am sorry, for making you sad & hurt you real bad; for no longer being your guardian like i used to. do you know you grew up real fast, dear?

remember how i used to always remind you of the time that ayah first brought you home & why i know you love chicken a lot. :)

i you dear, & i am sorry.

i cant wait to tuck you to sleep tonight. :)