sometimes you get off days, sometimes you get good days.

what do you do when you get one of the nicer days but you go back home & realise, it isnt as nice as you would like it to be? sure, it is beyond merry when you are with two people - your bestf & a pretty awesome buddy; & you laugh so much you wish you could camp out & just sleep in the balcony together. however, what do you do when you realise what you would like to have, is more than the materialistic wants that you have? what do you do when you realise that you are pretty much being stupid wanting what you cant want but wanting it all at the same time?

this is the problem when choices, as good & beneficial as they are to the society, are coupled with an indecisive, fickle, impulsive, emotional person - woman.

this is the problem when one is a female & thrown into that particular problem mentioned above; not that it is a problem... just that we are designed to be more sensitive to the things around us. however, when one is thrown into that particular problem with the given conditions mentioned, it gets worser.

semi-feminists are allowed to rant about their sexuality right?

perhaps i am overthinking like i always do, & i think i am overthinking indeed; which makes it absolutely, undeniably bad.