so i have been pondering alot about the past these few days, over what i have did, & trying to recall what i should have done. my days are somewhat numbered; i had extremely alarming dream about all my teeth falling out & getting dentures done.

yesterday was somewhat relaxing, & it took me to town - met him, finally had the talk, cried (as usual); however, had never felt so assured for quite a while. after gazillion sms-es of pestering people to accompany me to kino, he just did without having me to even ask him in the first place; too bad nothing in particular caught my eye, but i did have an amusing conversation with him in the store. the day ended with a long mrt ride home alone, then to the clinic. i just felt so relieved, that the mrt ride home was comforting still, & i even went all smiles when the doctor took some of my blood & claimed that i need to consume more vitamin b, reasoning that that is the cause of my frequent headaches. :P & what i liked most about yesterday, was when he drove past my place; called me to look out the window. it had been a while, bubbles!

two years seems so... small & fragile; but what seems delicate could perhaps last long. no frills, just good old plain honesty & excessive amounts of humour. i wouldnt want to ask for more. whirlwind romances are passionate but they die fast, we know that. this thing that we are doing, is just nice; not perfect - but that makes it all the more awesome. :)