it is more than just being 'good enough', so to speak. it is more about being just 'enough'; & that is something you have to answer yourself, because i cant give you any more, not anymore anyway. in case you havent realised, it is slowly eating my insides away. this wasnt the first time it happened; the reporting & the complaints, & it just have to get faster with time. well, dearest mother said, this aint going to be the last either; test mic, test mic, one two three.

fear holds all of us back, & most of the time it makes us fall short of who we want to be every single day. so why let fear take a hold of you when you know that there is so much more?

let go. let it all go.

then perhaps someday, you will see the light. insyaAllah. :)