this month seems to be like a roller coaster ride... it seems kinda hectic. though things that occur in this month really doesnt really concern me that much, but it bothers me alot because it has got relations with me; & you cant expect me just to sit there & watch yet do nothing about it; but indeed, everything is between them, it isnt my matter at all -- so why do i care so much?



i realize that i love others more than i love myself, which i simply dont understand why. i just cant help but to feel how they feel, & it will all ends up back to square one, themselves.



it is a tough road for now, but life is never easy.