a lot has been going on in my head lately, everything seems so mundane & dissatisfying, & i am left feeling so empty. i have been barely staying afloat this whole year, with currents of distractions & setbacks flooding me over & over again. guzzled down too much trouble for my own good, which is probably why i feel myself starting to malfunction. though i am worn out & heavy hearted, i still have to move forward; drag my sorry feet if i have to, whether i like it or not.