for the past few weeks or so, i had been crying almost every night, just thinking how it would be like being without my parents for a month. "dont make it harder for them," ami said.
it was hard not to, especially when it was time to send them off. "jangan nangis, jangan membebankan ibu ngan ayah," mama said.
it was hard, it is still.
YA ALLAH, permudahkanlah ibadah haji kedua ibu bapaku.
terimalah ibadah mereka, & lindungilah mereka, YA ALLAH.
amin yarabbal alamin.