had a long convo with shuryani -- sometimes i really admire the really positive people who never sigh their life away despite what they have to go through.
i keep telling myself to push on because i want it to be over soon; for time to fly by, & for august to be here faster than i know it. it is hard, you know. someday, anytime soon, she will break down. i am she, not i anymore because i dont want to believe that this misery person is me. it is hard being strong, but insyaALLAH i will pull through it.
"Allah tidak akan membebani seseorang itu
melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."
(Al-Baqarah: 286)